me all upset

nutzo world. i was so tired last night i just collapsed on my bed. woke up at 11 this morning lol. while attempting to eat a bowl of clusters, my cat came into the living room, got in the vomiting position, and gave 2 warning cries...that's something that has never happenned before, I knew this would be bad. It was an Oliver tsunami!!!!! He flooded about 10% of the living room! Puddles, people, puddles!!! Apparently, Cali did a minor river in mom and dad's room and the family room downstairs. That was gross. Threw some paper towels over it and finished eating, then made mom clean it lol. Dad got the other stuff.
Then a few minutes later, while I was happily eating, mom was like "would you check my email to see if I got anything since you won't be home tonight to do it?" I was like yeah. I continued eating. She's like "I mean now." I go "I"M EATING!!!" But I was totally frustrated withher and I got up and started the computer. Came back down 30 seconds later and there is my mother in the dining room digging in the china cabinet for vodka! I totally fucking caught her and she totally knew it and acted like I was out of MY mind!!! She poured some in something, I didn't bother to look at what. She all like "I was looking for your little corncob man you made. I thought it would be in here." I screamed at her. She just kept sticking to her story. I was not intrested in going along with her story. I wish she would just die!!!!
Tonight I have to work 3-11 for someone. I'm nervous about it because I don't know what is going to happen. I hope nothing else bad happens. People still haven't spoken to us about it. I now officially know that they know, and nobody will talk. It's so obnoxious. I had a dream that Shirley came to me and started to talk about it but then everyone started to come up so she ran away. It was actually a semi comforting dream. However, in reality Shirley ain't that nice. I was so totally good yesterday and well behaved. Offered all my extreme value buys. She put on her nice face for the customers and played with the little kids. My register was gross with chicken blood, so I was cleaning and I didn't see the old man that was looking at me. He decided to go on self checkout. Shirley was immediately displeased. "Melissa, why don't you blah blah blha blha ~~~~~~~~." I began listening and then just turned my back and cleaned some more. Fuck her. Yeah, Shirley, ok, fine, wahtever.
Ok well the cats are screaming again, I'm gonna go shower so I don't have to deal with it.
Melissa
PS Happy Birthday to Kelly Dickens and Chris Gloff

see what i mean?

see, i'm so psycho i can't even put a complete post together lol. the title looks good alone though lol. missed the other quotes. tuesdays post was michael jackson, so of course, had to do this one system of a down lol. i heard the new song Hypnotize the other day, pretty good.

ok so this morning i was insane. i had to run to the store at 10am to buy fucking vodka so you know i was pissed off. i then rushed off to school to do my homework, skipping the actual class i had. then i had to meet with a group and then finish the work and go to spanish class to fail a test and turn in all my incomplete homework lol. i'm so glad for the weekend. anyway when i got out of spanish i was fucking hungry and i couldn't figure out why! i knew i had to have eaten something this morning...i remembered that i put the pop tart in the toaster and pushed down the lever....AND LEFT IT THERE AND WENT TO THE STORE THEN WEENT TO SCHOOL AND THE STUPID POP TART WAS PROBABLY WAITING FOR ME AT HOME TO EAT IT. Mom found it and ate it. I had to make another one and I was too cranky to do it. I'm such a psycho lol.
I'm preparing to make changes to the bloggy. It just a matter of time now before I find a new layout and colors I like.
Mumbles and Grumbles,
Melissa

"psycho propane cocaine crazy...

Nutz

"Lift Your Head Up High
And Scream Out To The World
I Know I Am Someone
And Let The Truth Unfurl
No One Can Hurt You Now
Because You Know What's True
Yes, I Believe In Me
So You Believe In You"
~Michael Jackson

I heard it on the radio today. I was happy. I also heard "Pretty Vegas". I am becoming sickly obsessed with this whole rockstar inxs thing even now that it is over. I'm probably more obsessed with it now lol. Sad huh?

I'm in the process of finding a new layout for this bloggy. Pretty soon you may find it to be {Formerly} The Little Blue Blog :D

Melissa

RAPE

This morning I worked at Jewel in Highland, IN where I have been working for the past 2 years. I have been opening on Sundays at 6am for most of that time period. This morning there were 2 guys who let me in the building, which is semi unusual. One guy introduced himself. "Hi, I'm Scott with security. If you need anything, call me." I must have given him the most horrible look cuz what was going through my head was "get out of the way, I have things to do" lol.
Well I discovered through the grapevine why Scott with security was joining us. It turns out that one of the nicest girls in our store was raped. She worked as a facer stocking the shelves. She was attacked last Saturday evening in the employee breakroom. She was in the woman's bathroom and a new dude from Osco came in and raped her.

Now, I feel really bad for this girl, however, I must express my discontent that I had to hear this through the grapevine and when this person told me the story, she told me to keep it hush. I think there should be a notice mailed to all employees. Maybe there was and I didn't pick up my paycheck again hehe. This is just ridiculous.
At any rate, everyone use the buddy system and be mindful of what you are doing. I made this entry purple because the purple ribbon campaign is about rape awareness. There is also RAINN if anyone cares to look into that. I hope this poor girl gets better. I hope people talk about this.

Melissa

Game 1

Me watching...kinda...World Series Game 1. Go Sox, but I'm still a Cubs fan. I worked 8 fucking hours at Jewel today and I was chatting to one of my customers who bought a Sox cake. She said she was a cubs fan as well and I high fived her, and the female customer on the register behind me was also a cubs fan so we all had a little chat because some person that other lady behind me knew was a broker so they got box seats to tonights game and everyone was impressed. Shirley was trying to get in on the conversation but we all shut her out. It was my own personal satisfaction :) I offered most of my customers extreme value buys today. Dude came in and surprised me as well. I was a pretty good girl and most everything went well.

Yay, go Chicago, we won game 1. Josh Groban did a great job with the National Anthem. I wonder who else will be doing it?

Grrr to my mother...you think you are so fucking perfect, but you are looking at the past through rose colored glasses. Nothing was ever good, shut up!

Gonna go listen to rockstar inxs and whitney houston.
Mumbles and Grumbles
Melissa

ugh

dying, cold, who the hellput the fan on? tummy, tired, naptime. i don't want to stay for spanish but she's giving out our homework today. no energy,can't focus, d on't care. can't type. gonna barf. ppl are annoying me.
mumbles and grumbles,
me

story blogg

If you haven't been there in a while, or ever, go visit the story blogg!!!
http://bpb3.blogspot.com
The latest plot twist is that we are in a celebrity edition of Big Brother :D

Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad JEWEL!!!!!

Ok, ok, ok, I admit it. I'm an ass!

That being said, I had a baaaaad week at Jewel. My fault almost entirely. I refuse to take full fault though. If we did't have so many damn things to do or remember then we wouldn't have to do them or remember them!!!! And there is about 16 rules for everything you have to do and remember, so how can you remember and do it all, and then be friendly?????
On Friday I got 2 write ups at the same time lol. Let me tell you why. See I worked 19 damn hours this week and 3 of those shifts was an opening 6am shift. It's enough to leave you a little absent minded. Thursday I had a lady come around...well I don't know exactly, but dammit I bet it was too early to sell liquor. However, that may have been overlooked due to the fact that the beer that she bought 3 cases of was not scanning properly. I went to give her a scan price garuntee and she was shocked, and we chatted and she was happy and she walked out the door. As she was walking out that door that crazy Thursday morning, I thought to myself, 'hmmm I bet I wasn't supposed to do that.' However, it was a little done by then.
So Friday comes and I open again and it's with Judy and we're all happy. Internally, I'm having a stroke waiting for someone to tell me that I'm fired for the beer thingy. I have 3 ppl in my line and everything is going nutz and they are all talking to me and there is chaos happening behind them and I manage to not tell some evil older lady about the stupid ass extreme value buy, which at that time was a 6.99 2lb bag of candy. Guess what, we have a new policy at jewel that now says if we don't mention the extreme value buy, you get it free. So she got a bag of candy free.
By the end of my shift that day, I was about ready to jump off a cliff. Went up to Veronica's office with Shirley. I was shaking rather badly. I said 'Ok here I am, the worst person in the world.' They were like no you aren't, you have just made some mistakes the past few days. I got a lecture and I had to sign a billion things and I was half tempted to ask if they wanted me to sign in blood rather than ink, but I kept my mouth shut. Veronica said 'don't worry you aren't the worst person in the world, that title goes to Shirley.'
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't decide if she was half joking or half kidding :D
Saturday I worked and I had 4 hours. How much could I possibly fuck up in 4 hours? I had a good day and everyone congradulated me. As a matter of fact, most of the other ppl in the bake shop and deli and stuff were very nice to me. Now I wonder if anyone in Osco will ever speak to me again. I could have cost us our liquor licence. I apologized to the osco manager today. He was nice about it. Then later we got robbed. Some black dude took off with 2 or 3 bottles of wine on a Sunday...nutzness!!!

zzzzzzzzzz..........

i'm so tired i may not make any sense in this entry. as a matter of fact, i may not stay awake while typing it! i had to wakeup at 5 this mornig to work and now i have to be at school all day. i am gonna get smacked in the head tomorrow when i open again. i think i broke a state law, totallly unbalanced my drawer, broke several jewel laws, and i only had to work 4 hours today lol. i kinda look cute but i need to do laundry. when i go home i'm sleeping. i should go get some food and sleep now. i should do some homework, but i don't wanna. HEY I GOT AN A ON MY SPANISH TEST!!! Thank you bff for letting me do homework on the boat lol. It paid off. Maybe my teacher will actually think I know what I'm doing. neeeed deeewwww. zzzzz.
melizzzzzzzzzz

Woohoo!

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Sunday

It's been a typical Sunday...or maybe not...

My father went to Munster Jewel today and he said in an hour of shopping he saw 4 bitches...3 of which, were men :D He was complaining about their complianing, and the funniest thing was said.

Mom - "Now Donald, I'm sure they had all been to church today already."
Dude - "Is there a Church of the Bitch in Munster now or something?"

I immediately declaired this blogworthy :D

I had been up early this morning to work and I have been tired all day. I guess I want a nap cuz I am sleepy and cranky. But the final straw was when I was sent out to go to sterks to buy bread and other random stuff. I paid and everything EXCEPT THE BREAD was bagged. The woman handed me my change, the one bag, and the loaf of bread. I was having a fit! I was mentally screaming at this stupid woman and I dropped my coins all over the floor. I almost took that loaf of bread and smashed it over her stupid head! Who the hell doesn't bag bread???? Now I have one hand full of money, one hand full of bag, and what the hell do I do with the bread? I had to carry it! Plus I had to get the keys out! *stares*
Mumbles & Grumbles,
Melissa

exercise

damn i'm exhausted. i told bff i would just tape one tree hill and go work out, but now i don't need to cuz i just ran up and down 4 floors of stairs 3 different times. i'm pissed, our instructor hasn't been showing up, and i like this dude. grrrr.

last night i went out for dinner with mom and dude. we went to bennigans. i had a free dinner and free dessert. they didn't sing, which was fine :) life is good.

short entry, i'm gonna go do something evil.
melissa

Weekend update with Melissa

Aloha
Went to Kentucky with bff. It was loverly. I must have been in pink mode. I bought new shoes. They are pink and they actually have laces lol. The last 2 or 3 years I have been wearing blue shoes that just slip on over your foot. Time for a change. I wanted another pair in a different color but that was the only size 3 that would fit, ha ha ha ha ha ha. We were also in blue mode cuz we made about 40 cupcakes with blue frosting and lots of crazy sprinkles :D Went to dinner at TGI Fridays and I had my yummy chicken and potatoes. Ate like a pig! I never finish that meal - ate every damn crumb off it :) I left at 96 lbs and came back at 98. Last night I worked out and now I'm back down to 96. We did fun things like gon sit on the boat and watch crazy movies. bff got me a new Stitch and made a pic of Down With Love Stitch :D
Aaahh lots to do and no time to blog, maybe later.

Just so ya'll know, I may be making changes to this blog, so if you come here one day after it's been a while, and things are different colors and everything is nutz, don't panic :D
Melissa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE

IT'S MY BDAY! I WAS BORN AT 9:47AM!!! HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!!!