Idol 6 top 12 rankings

hi
aunt helen's wake was terrible. it didn't look like her at all. dougable came to see me with valerie and nanette, yay :) oh and paul was there but i missed him. i cried really hard and i think nobody cared :*( the funeral was too small and intimate for comfort :(

onto happier thoughts. here's how i rank the top 12. i've kept the scoring based on the 4 categories i mentioned before because this was a very upsetting week. so i'll just keep everything the same.
these numbers reflect everything from auditions to semis to this week.

1 - Melinda Doolittle - 170 (max score)
2 - Chris Sligh - 147
3 - Jordin Sparks - 140
4 - Brandon Rogers - 138.5 *voted off in 12th place*
5 - Haley Scarnato - 137
6 - Stephanie Edwards - 132.5
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7 - Lakisha Jones - 121.5
8 - Blake Lewis - 121
9 - Gina Glocksen - 120.5
10 - Sanjaya Malakar - 116
11 - Phil Stacey - 110.5
12 - Chris R - 91.5

AUNT HELEN IS DEAD!!!

Holy shit, my Aunt Helen is dead. She's actually my great aunt, but I don't care. I'm in complete denial. It's not possible. She is such a lady. My favorite Aunt. We all pretty much knew it was coming so we aren't quite beside ourselves with grief, but I'm not saying we aren't sad. I can't even really write this right now. I"m gonna barf. I can't believe what I"m writing. This was shaping up to be a great week at first, then I literally came home, walked through the front door and dad greets me with,
"Hi, you're home just in time to take Nana home, ok?"
"yeah fine i'm ready nana"
"Aunt Helen is dead by the way."
jaw....................on.............................floor.....................
look to mom, she's nodding and a tear falls down her face.
want.......................to...........................collapse.................

perhaps more details will come later when/if i can write more clearly.
melissa