Well she told me to take her name off of everything, I fought her. She screamed at me, I finally did it. We had a huge fight in April. Said everything would cool off and we would be friends again.
She took it back.
The 3 of us gathered for my birthday downtown. The day after, I found that I was cut off from myspace, facebook, youtube, twitter, etc. She has not returned my calls, emails, texts, etc. Its only been 6 months. She said it would be ok. She said we were like sisters. Why when we hurt the most do people abandon us. 15 years worth of friendship and she abandons me. This is not the blog I intended to write. I wanted to say...
Last weekend was my brithday celebration. On Friday ( my actual bday, 28) I went downtown Chicago with Dave. We went to see Rock of Ages. Constantine Moroulis from Idol was the star along with MiG Ayesa. They did great. We didn't get home till late but it was great. The next morning, my friends were coming to pick me up to go downtown to the Shedd and they arrived late. It was all good though cuz my Jewel pass got us in for free! Saved us $100!!! Awesomeness! We all had a great day. Only one little indecisive moment toward the end when I wasn't sure what to do about the movie. Oh well we got out of there. Headed over to the cheesecake factory. Had a gay waiter. Doug liked him. I was offering to help find out if he was gay but I was little into my birthday beverage and I was told to "shut up." I was very irritated by that so I got up and went to the bathroom. Grrrrrr. Cheesecake came which they ordered but it came with my name written with Happy Birthday Melissa on the dish. Funny, the waiter carded me wrong and said I was 21 :) I wish I was 21 again. I remember 21. Oh well.
Thank you to my friends for my great weekend. You are amazing, and I never say that enough. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry for the way I treat you. I know I am not good enough to be your friend. I have always put you up on a pedastol and set me waaaay below you. Now I guess it's just coming true. I just want you to know that even though you may give up on me, I will never give up on you. If someday you ever want to see me again, I'll be there. I will never forget your kindness and beauty. These things I could never measure up to.
I guess I better get going before this gets too mushy. You know how to find me.
