Aloha
My Name is Melissa and this if my frist blog. I want to talk about something scary yet interesting going on in my life - a relationship. I'm going to be 22 in October and have never been in a serious relationship. There was an Internet relationship, but people would argue about how "real" that was. Ok, so back a handful of years ago when Erin Brockovich was in movie theaters, I went out with this guy. I didn't really care for him then, he was a high school dropout who drank and smoked a LOT. We went to that movie and then I never heard from him again. Now that a few years have passed, I am at IUN and I see this dude. He's gotten his GED, stopped smoking and drinking, he doesn't care for porn, and doesn't really care for sex (well that's not a fair statement, but he won't be sleeping with me is the point.)
Sounds like a dream guy right? No, he's not gay. He's only dated 2 women, one of them he was engaged to. He found me in the computer lab the other day and immediately latched onto me. Apparently, he's been in love with me the day he saw me. I am a little scared and overwhelmed by this. We spent 4 hours straight talking about everything, I mean EVERYTHING. It all seemed to flow nicely and there weren't uncomfortable silences. He does say "I don't know" a lot at the end of every thought he utters. Sort of annoying. Well I'm just kinda scared because right away he was all holding my hands and pinching my cheeks when I smiled. He had his arms around my shoulders and back and he would just hold me. S to the C to the ARY ;) I hardly remember this dude from the past and he's all hanging on me telling me that he wants a wife to stay home and be a soccer mom. I could be that type of person but damn, technically I've only known him 4 hours and I want his paws off me.
Would someone kindly let me know if I am over reacting? Should I let him do this and just go nutz about it? The whole time this was going on I was sweating like a pig! I had to sit in my next class by this hot dude and I literally had to move away cuz I had such bad BO and didn't want to offend anyone. Is he moving too fast or am I still living in the good days when you wouldn't hold a hand untill you had been seeing each other a few times. Is society moving this quickly? Help. Comments are greatly appreciated.
Melissa
1 comment:
Your blog was what appeared when I clicked the Next button in mine.
I don't think you're overreacting. I'd feel indignant if that was me. And if it makes you feel uncomfortable, then I think that's a pretty good sign that you should speak up about it.
But that's just me.
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