Grr

Grrr. Life sucks. Job interview was a waste of time. It was for a position cleaning rooms for $6 an hour. I feel bad that I did'nt ask about advancement, but dammit, I don't clean my own room and I already make 7.85 at a job i'm pissed about. I'm extra grrrred cuz I looked really awesome yesterday and it was just for that joke. I have been wearing lazy comfy clothes for the 4 days previous and then back to it today. I've started doing laundry again though, so things may be looking up ;)
Weather has been beautiful the past 2 days. 60s! So happy! 60s again today! I'm just sick of all this gloom and rain and darkness. I'm also getting completely overwhelmed with schoolwork and family and crap. Speaking of familly tomorrow I have to go the hospital for uncle's test thing. life blows.
once again i find my self pissed about this guy i've been writing about in the "new relationship..." articles. *sharpens dagger* I'm gonna kill him. He's gonna get mad at me one day but oh well. I'm hungry. i'm getting sick. i should go to the doctor. grr.
melissa
ps i'm almost done with 3rd part of poem i swear. i just refuse to work on it lol