Last night I couldn't sleep. Dreampt about my wedding being at a nursing home. That's enough to keep someone up all night. Got up this morning and basically said 'fuck productivity.' Didn't go work on my group project, but I did waste gas and go to the computer lab. Before I left I had a decent amount of peanut butter toast crunch cereal. I was kinda still hungry but I didn't worry too much about it, just figured I'd actually come home and have lunch. Well dear god my stomach spent the whole morning eating itself so on the way back home I went to Dunkin Donuts and had their new steak mushroom and swiss thing on a bagel. I WAS STARVING!!! I ate the whole huge ass thing. I don't think I really even tasted it till the last few bites, upon which I decided it wasn't worth having a second time. I ordered a doughnut with blue icing and sprinkles on it to go and I was on my way. My stupid stomach was still screaming at me so when I got home I ate the doughnut :) Then I was finally full. I was also in a complete food coma. I hadn't taken my coat off, so I was comfy and warm, I just sat in the chair and put my hands in my lap, put my head down and ZZZZZZ :) I tried to curl up in the chair but I felt like barfing so I layed on the floor :) By then I was all itchy and twitchy from all the food lol so mom made me go drive to the cleaners to get her stupid pants for the doctors appointment she had but guess what, she cancelled the appointment. I COULD HAVE SLEPT THE ENTIRE DAY AND NEVER KNOWN I WAS HUNGRY!!!! Yet, we still have to go to the store. Ah, now Nana is on me to go get her pills. I handed mom a check to sign, and gave it to Nana bwahahahahaha :) Her jaw hi the floor. I'm sick of being everyone's bitch. Go away! The sun is out! Do it!
Melissa
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Cranky, yet indifferent
Grrrr, why the hell do I have to get up tomorrow? The answer is that I actually DON'T BUT THE STUPID GROUP PROJECT PPL MADE ME!!! Maybe I just don't show up. Yet, kinda have to. Whaaaaaa :( I hate my mother. Spent the day drinking again. She was drunk by the time 10am rolled around i swear. Tomorrow she has me running her all over the damn universe. She has pants at the cleaners, I have to take her to the store, she has a docotor's appointment. Grrr.
What the hell is Nana doing? I can hear her bumping around downstairs and I'm all the way up here. She's not like the level underme, she's on the level under that! We have a quad. It's a basement, entry level, livingroom level , and upstairs.
Jessica Sierra went home tonight from idol. Wasn't expecting that. Wasn't prepaired for anwar and nadia to be in with her. ugga. bye bye
Melissa
What the hell is Nana doing? I can hear her bumping around downstairs and I'm all the way up here. She's not like the level underme, she's on the level under that! We have a quad. It's a basement, entry level, livingroom level , and upstairs.
Jessica Sierra went home tonight from idol. Wasn't expecting that. Wasn't prepaired for anwar and nadia to be in with her. ugga. bye bye
Melissa
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
YIKES!!!
Yikes! Dude saw mice in our garage. Scared. Megan has decided to call me. Can't blog and talk. I'm going to blow my cat up. He is destroying the rug under the litterbox that I hate cleaning. I guess I can't blow him up, otherwise the shit really WILL hit my fan :) Here's another tasteless comment and bad puns. I cleaned the litterbox, then the asshole went into it, I saw him poop, and I didn't suspect there would be a problem, and poop went from his butt to the rug he eats :( What a shithead.
Speaking of shitheads, I forgot to vote for Idol tonight. I was busy kinda doing what mom said to. I'm pissed.
Wasn't happy w/ Bo. Stupid hat, crazy outfit in general,didn't care about the song. Nice cow joke though :)
Jessica's clothes were cute for spring. I think I like her voice better than Carrie but that may change at the drop of a hat.
Anwar Robinson is gay, he's out. There's a thing on blackplanet.com where he has an ad for men seeking men. He didn't do well tonight in my book.
Nadia looked cute. Decent job w/ the song. I meant to vote 4 her. What the fuck is with all the judges sayin to anyone who isn't Bo and Carrie that they "aren't the best singer in the competition" That's just wrong.
Constantine - this performance was so wrong it was just right lol. this was the week where he could rock and grundge and scream his head off and go out in a blaze of glory, so the obvious choice of song would be I can't make you love me, by Bonnie Raitt :) God bless him, he did a great job he just needs a good smack in the head. Had I remembered to vote, I would have done so about 5 times!
Nikko - YAY :) I loved the jacket, loved the song, but I don't know what the hell it was. Tevin Campbell sang it Ryan said. Nikko did a great job.
Anthony-my poor baby anthongy is going home. sorry, i keep putting the g in there and refuse to take it out lol. i'm not doing it on purpose either is the funny thing. i began doing it when i was less tired than i am now, so why bother. OK SO ANTY, his accent came out a little more in his clip tonght. He lost the glasses, kinda handsome, his face is oddly spaced though. Loved the color green he wore, hated the fact that he sounded gruff in the voice, trying to do a rocker impersonation with a non-rocker song. Swear he sounded like Wierd Al Yankovic at parts lol. Bye bye babay.
Carrie - eh good nice vocals, kewl song, just eh, can't decide on country stuff between her and jessica.
Scott-did anyone hear seacrest call him Scotty the Body? unbelivable. he gets points for wearing blue, but Ricky did this 2nd season much better. this was boring and sloppy. scott and anthony for bottom 2 this week
Vonzell - OH HELL YEAH! You have something alright! Just beautiful. You sound great, look amazing, oh hell yea!
Speaking of amazing, Mariah Carey's new album interests me. I haven't cared about her since her 3rd album or something and that's hardly true at all. It's LIke That is great, Say Somethin' withSnoop Dogg is groovy, and the new single is awesome. Alright, getting dissed!
Melissa
Speaking of shitheads, I forgot to vote for Idol tonight. I was busy kinda doing what mom said to. I'm pissed.
Wasn't happy w/ Bo. Stupid hat, crazy outfit in general,didn't care about the song. Nice cow joke though :)
Jessica's clothes were cute for spring. I think I like her voice better than Carrie but that may change at the drop of a hat.
Anwar Robinson is gay, he's out. There's a thing on blackplanet.com where he has an ad for men seeking men. He didn't do well tonight in my book.
Nadia looked cute. Decent job w/ the song. I meant to vote 4 her. What the fuck is with all the judges sayin to anyone who isn't Bo and Carrie that they "aren't the best singer in the competition" That's just wrong.
Constantine - this performance was so wrong it was just right lol. this was the week where he could rock and grundge and scream his head off and go out in a blaze of glory, so the obvious choice of song would be I can't make you love me, by Bonnie Raitt :) God bless him, he did a great job he just needs a good smack in the head. Had I remembered to vote, I would have done so about 5 times!
Nikko - YAY :) I loved the jacket, loved the song, but I don't know what the hell it was. Tevin Campbell sang it Ryan said. Nikko did a great job.
Anthony-my poor baby anthongy is going home. sorry, i keep putting the g in there and refuse to take it out lol. i'm not doing it on purpose either is the funny thing. i began doing it when i was less tired than i am now, so why bother. OK SO ANTY, his accent came out a little more in his clip tonght. He lost the glasses, kinda handsome, his face is oddly spaced though. Loved the color green he wore, hated the fact that he sounded gruff in the voice, trying to do a rocker impersonation with a non-rocker song. Swear he sounded like Wierd Al Yankovic at parts lol. Bye bye babay.
Carrie - eh good nice vocals, kewl song, just eh, can't decide on country stuff between her and jessica.
Scott-did anyone hear seacrest call him Scotty the Body? unbelivable. he gets points for wearing blue, but Ricky did this 2nd season much better. this was boring and sloppy. scott and anthony for bottom 2 this week
Vonzell - OH HELL YEAH! You have something alright! Just beautiful. You sound great, look amazing, oh hell yea!
Speaking of amazing, Mariah Carey's new album interests me. I haven't cared about her since her 3rd album or something and that's hardly true at all. It's LIke That is great, Say Somethin' withSnoop Dogg is groovy, and the new single is awesome. Alright, getting dissed!
Melissa
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Stupid Easter
Why the hell couldn't Jesus just live in delicious sin with the rest of us? Then I wouldn't have to clean the bathroom toliet and sink, and Jewel wouldn't have me coming in at 6:30 in the damn morning! At least I don't have my morning class on M&W anymore, that's kewl. Even better is the fact that my T&Th class is cancelled in the evening this week due to teacher going on late spring break.
So I was just thinking about my philosophy class. It's nutz. Jeff Grupp is our teacher. At the beginning of the semester I was all interested, and I'm still interested, but everything is up in the air. We started out saying that everything was made out of atoms and there were no solids, just a zillion atoms moving around insanely fast. Well, now there are no solids, there is no motion cuz motion is not a propertyso there can't be action, and before we could only describe things by their actions. You and I may be standing 1 foot away from each other having a conversation and you know you are really there and I know I"m really there, but I'm not really seeing you and you aren't really seeing me and nothing really is what it appears to be and we are watching everything as it was in the past, but really there is only the present, not a past and not a future!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHH :) What the hell. I'm glad I can describe that cuz I have no clue what I"m saying. I feel like the next time I take his test I'll just write WHO'S ON FIRST, I DONT' KNOW, 3RD BASE :) I'd probably get an A+ due to the fact that on one of the last few quizzes I got credit for something I forgot. The question was "describe the connection between atoms and the mind" and there were 3 answers. 1-atoms make up the mind, 2-atoms and the mind have nothing to do with one another, and the 3rd i couldn't remember so just kinda wrote 'aw, crap' and he wrote 'I like this answer" and I still got full credit :) There is actually a 4th answer, denzei or something strange. Enough of this talk.
So what does everyone think of Idol? Mikalah is out! Yay. Who should go next? I could live without Jessica and my poor Constantine. Carrie is now my fave lol. I loved her doing Alone. I have it on kazaa. My name is Melamfal on there if you wanna try and steal it off my stupid dial up connection lol. I'm so bored. I think I want to paint my nails. I would make them Maybelline fast dry Cherry Pop! color. Nice name for Easter, I know ;) Me go find someone to piss off for now. Oh yeah I should go yell at Dude for not letting me see Daniel. Boo, Dude, Boo!
Melissa
So I was just thinking about my philosophy class. It's nutz. Jeff Grupp is our teacher. At the beginning of the semester I was all interested, and I'm still interested, but everything is up in the air. We started out saying that everything was made out of atoms and there were no solids, just a zillion atoms moving around insanely fast. Well, now there are no solids, there is no motion cuz motion is not a propertyso there can't be action, and before we could only describe things by their actions. You and I may be standing 1 foot away from each other having a conversation and you know you are really there and I know I"m really there, but I'm not really seeing you and you aren't really seeing me and nothing really is what it appears to be and we are watching everything as it was in the past, but really there is only the present, not a past and not a future!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHH :) What the hell. I'm glad I can describe that cuz I have no clue what I"m saying. I feel like the next time I take his test I'll just write WHO'S ON FIRST, I DONT' KNOW, 3RD BASE :) I'd probably get an A+ due to the fact that on one of the last few quizzes I got credit for something I forgot. The question was "describe the connection between atoms and the mind" and there were 3 answers. 1-atoms make up the mind, 2-atoms and the mind have nothing to do with one another, and the 3rd i couldn't remember so just kinda wrote 'aw, crap' and he wrote 'I like this answer" and I still got full credit :) There is actually a 4th answer, denzei or something strange. Enough of this talk.
So what does everyone think of Idol? Mikalah is out! Yay. Who should go next? I could live without Jessica and my poor Constantine. Carrie is now my fave lol. I loved her doing Alone. I have it on kazaa. My name is Melamfal on there if you wanna try and steal it off my stupid dial up connection lol. I'm so bored. I think I want to paint my nails. I would make them Maybelline fast dry Cherry Pop! color. Nice name for Easter, I know ;) Me go find someone to piss off for now. Oh yeah I should go yell at Dude for not letting me see Daniel. Boo, Dude, Boo!
Melissa
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Poodles In Leather Jackets :)
Ugga ugga ugga idol :)
Billboard Theme ug!
Nutzness!
Ok as most of the universe knows there was an Idol voting disaster and we all had to redo everything. Stats show that more ppl watch the Wednesday show to see who gets kicked off anyway, so this has the potential to change everything that happenned!
~Anthony Federov - Origionally watching Tuesday, I freaked cuz I was like Fantasia and Diana did it really awesome and I just thought it was like, well boring. Didn't vote. Watching back last night I made damn sure I voted.
~Carrie Underwood - HOLY SHIT! I was thrilled with Carrie and voted for her origionally and still again on Wed. Can't wait to download that clip!
~Scott Savol - I was mad on Tues that he sang this even though that sad story about his father ugga. Jessica already did this song and I don't care. Tues I didn't vote for him, Wednesday, I think I planned to and don't remember if I did or not. I'll find out tonight if he goes home lol. I hate how he's the white ruben.
~Bo Bice was so adorable singing to the guitar player you just had to vote lol. I did both nights.
~Nikko - no votes from me. Dammit if you are gonna do Sisqo at least do Dance With Me cuz you probably aint' gonna get Thong Song "cleared" : S
~Vonzell Solomon - I didn't like this on Tuesday because I thought it was horrific that she got in Simons face for some kinda orgasmic ooooooo ing. Watched it again last night and just thought it was noisy, no votes either day.
~Constantine Maroulis - I voted both Tues and Wed. I'm not perfectly sure why though. I think it was mainly to keep him there and also because he picked a good song, not really that he did a good job :) I'm going to go buy a poodle and make it wear a leather jacket :) That upside down grip on the mic made me hurt!
~Nadia Turner - GO FRO GO! Good song? NO!
~Mikalah Gordon - When she's good, she's pretty good, but that wasn't. I think she's sick and it's her throat, yikes. She does sound like Taylor Dane or Barbra Striesand, but amazingly on that song she didn't sound like either. Maybe she's just Mikalah? Yikes again! I love Simon's comment Wedesday that said it wasn't her singing, it was her mouth that got her in trouble. She's gotten a little shitty over being on the bottom. No votes either day. She may or may not go home now because of this whole recount. Maybe they screwed her on purpose and nobody was supposed to notice. I actually don't think many ppl did cuz true Idol fans know how this voting thing goes by now and for those that don't if you simply listen to Ryan say it a million times an hour, you can vote properly without needing to know anything.
~Anwar Robinson - This song was covered by LaToya London who is my favorite from last season so bite me dude! It wasn't that great. You did the same thing she did but she was a million times better. No votes either day.
~Jessica Sierra closed the show nicely after being in the bottom 3 last week. SHE NEEEDS TO GO HOME BECAUSE SHE FORGOT THE PROPER WORDS TO THE BEST PART OF THE WELL KNOWN SONG! I think she looks little bit like Bonnie Tyler though..... :) Not a compliment. NO votes.
Other than Idol, most things in life, for the moment, are good. Mom and I aren't really speaking, Daniel and I are again, that's all there really is to life. I work this weekend some peculiar hours that I haven't memorized, so I'll spend the weekend crying I'm sure.
Melissa
Billboard Theme ug!
Nutzness!
Ok as most of the universe knows there was an Idol voting disaster and we all had to redo everything. Stats show that more ppl watch the Wednesday show to see who gets kicked off anyway, so this has the potential to change everything that happenned!
~Anthony Federov - Origionally watching Tuesday, I freaked cuz I was like Fantasia and Diana did it really awesome and I just thought it was like, well boring. Didn't vote. Watching back last night I made damn sure I voted.
~Carrie Underwood - HOLY SHIT! I was thrilled with Carrie and voted for her origionally and still again on Wed. Can't wait to download that clip!
~Scott Savol - I was mad on Tues that he sang this even though that sad story about his father ugga. Jessica already did this song and I don't care. Tues I didn't vote for him, Wednesday, I think I planned to and don't remember if I did or not. I'll find out tonight if he goes home lol. I hate how he's the white ruben.
~Bo Bice was so adorable singing to the guitar player you just had to vote lol. I did both nights.
~Nikko - no votes from me. Dammit if you are gonna do Sisqo at least do Dance With Me cuz you probably aint' gonna get Thong Song "cleared" : S
~Vonzell Solomon - I didn't like this on Tuesday because I thought it was horrific that she got in Simons face for some kinda orgasmic ooooooo ing. Watched it again last night and just thought it was noisy, no votes either day.
~Constantine Maroulis - I voted both Tues and Wed. I'm not perfectly sure why though. I think it was mainly to keep him there and also because he picked a good song, not really that he did a good job :) I'm going to go buy a poodle and make it wear a leather jacket :) That upside down grip on the mic made me hurt!
~Nadia Turner - GO FRO GO! Good song? NO!
~Mikalah Gordon - When she's good, she's pretty good, but that wasn't. I think she's sick and it's her throat, yikes. She does sound like Taylor Dane or Barbra Striesand, but amazingly on that song she didn't sound like either. Maybe she's just Mikalah? Yikes again! I love Simon's comment Wedesday that said it wasn't her singing, it was her mouth that got her in trouble. She's gotten a little shitty over being on the bottom. No votes either day. She may or may not go home now because of this whole recount. Maybe they screwed her on purpose and nobody was supposed to notice. I actually don't think many ppl did cuz true Idol fans know how this voting thing goes by now and for those that don't if you simply listen to Ryan say it a million times an hour, you can vote properly without needing to know anything.
~Anwar Robinson - This song was covered by LaToya London who is my favorite from last season so bite me dude! It wasn't that great. You did the same thing she did but she was a million times better. No votes either day.
~Jessica Sierra closed the show nicely after being in the bottom 3 last week. SHE NEEEDS TO GO HOME BECAUSE SHE FORGOT THE PROPER WORDS TO THE BEST PART OF THE WELL KNOWN SONG! I think she looks little bit like Bonnie Tyler though..... :) Not a compliment. NO votes.
Other than Idol, most things in life, for the moment, are good. Mom and I aren't really speaking, Daniel and I are again, that's all there really is to life. I work this weekend some peculiar hours that I haven't memorized, so I'll spend the weekend crying I'm sure.
Melissa
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
A Public Love Letter
Daniel, I'm so sorry I upset you. I think you are a fantastic person. Lately all I have been saying is 'you're wrong, don't do that, that's not right, you can't do that' and I haven't been very positive. I'm sorry. This is the little corner of cyber space I own where I can complain about the universe, and I'm not gonna sugar coat things here. You make me very happy, you are roughly the only thing that makes me happy. Life sucks, home sucks, work sucks, but then I talk to you and it's like the rest of the world doesn't exist. Don't worry about your cell phone or what I said. That was almost 2 weeks ago, I'm over it. I spent last night crying rather than sleeping cuz I made you mad. I can only imagine what you were doing. I didn't mean to upset you, I don't mean to do that. I keep talking about respect and then I go and act disrespectful. Sorry, that's childish of me. I'm truly fortunate to know you and have you be such a great guy. Sometimes I've just been feeling like I'm taking 2nd place to your xbox while I have been telling my friends no when they ask to do something so that I can see you. I will do my best to act more maturely. I know you are fantastic and I don't want those beautiful eyes to be crying over me. I know I have a lot of good qualities in me as well. I'm a very nurturing person, I don't like to hurt ppl to their face. In the future, if there still is one, I will learn to communicate more effectively. It is difficult to do that if I feel you aren't telling me things. You don't need to keep things from me, just say that the cellphone stays on for x reason. That is no big deal then. Just be honest, and I will be also. I see a real future for us if we can just be real with each other, which is the lesson I learned here. Hope to talk to you soon.
Love, Melissa
Love, Melissa
A Public Love Letter
Daniel, I'm so sorry I upset you. I think you are a fantastic person. Lately all I have been saying is 'you're wrong, don't do that, that's not right, you can't do that' and I haven't been very positive. I'm sorry. This is the little corner of cyber space I own where I can complain about the universe, and I'm not gonna sugar coat things here. You make me very happy, you are roughly the only thing that makes me happy. Life sucks, home sucks, work sucks, but then I talk to you and it's like the rest of the world doesn't exist. Don't worry about your cell phone or what I said. That was almost 2 weeks ago, I'm over it. I spent last night crying rather than sleeping cuz I made you mad. I can only imagine what you were doing. I didn't mean to upset you, I don't mean to do that. I keep talking about respect and then I go and act disrespectful. Sorry, that's childish of me. I'm truly fortunate to know you and have you be such a great guy. Sometimes I've just been feeling like I'm taking 2nd place to your xbox while I have been telling my friends no when they ask to do something so that I can see you. I will do my best to act more maturely. I know you are fantastic and I don't want those beautiful eyes to be crying over me. I know I have a lot of good qualities in me as well. I'm a very nurturing person, I don't like to hurt ppl to their face. In the future, if there still is one, I will learn to communicate more effectively. It is difficult to do that if I feel you aren't telling me things. You don't need to keep things from me, just say that the cellphone stays on for x reason. That is no big deal then. Just be honest, and I will be also. I see a real future for us if we can just be real with each other, which is the lesson I learned here. Hope to talk to you soon.
Love, Melissa
Love, Melissa
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
2nd day of friggin' spring...
Ok I officially have started slacking off at school. I'm at my usual breaking points. I wish semesters were only half semesters. That would make them quarters, wouldn't it. That would be a lot better for my attention span. I woke up this morning to complete disaster and due to that I couldn't get here on time so I was just like 'the hell with it'. I'll email my teacher later and ask what assignment she gave us. Ok so the reason for all this is that Dude is on spring break. He took his week of vacation off work and mom's going berserk! She's having to drink less and because of that she's going through withdrawls, so that's why she has been shaking so much. So because Dude snores really loud and keeps mom up, she wakes up with me this week. I'm gonna blow her fucking ass up cuz she's being obnoxious. There's no good breakfast food in the house cuz Nana's been eating it all. I don't want to get up, and I'm not happy as it is, and I wake up knowing there is no food, and that nana is in the kitchen eating whatever isn't nailed down, and it is like 'why bother waking up'. Speaking of things that might disappear if they aren't nailed down, the kitchen floor is coming unglued! We have lenolium tile in the kitchen and it has become warped or something and it's all messed up. What the hell does Nana do? She's got to leave. So Mom gets up, starts yelling at me, goes downstairs, starts yelling at Nana for exsisting, so now it's extra fun to go downstairs and eat/not eat. Oh I don't even want to continue talking about this. I hate my family.
I didn't tell you the major disaster of yesterday between KT and I. We were in 2 different states and we were both reading things about ourselves on the internet that we had both written and we were both spazzing over absolutely nothing but we had the nucleaur missles pointed at each other's heads :) It was great.
Melissa
I didn't tell you the major disaster of yesterday between KT and I. We were in 2 different states and we were both reading things about ourselves on the internet that we had both written and we were both spazzing over absolutely nothing but we had the nucleaur missles pointed at each other's heads :) It was great.
Melissa
Springtime!!!
IT'S OFFICIALLY SPRING! People are wearing sandals and acting all goofy! For instance, Dude actually told me I looked like I was loosing weight or working out or something! Dude always hints that I need to loose weight! This is a compliment from Dude! Call the newspapers! This may not happen again for years to come!
Ok so yes it's spring. You girls know what that means. Oh yes, bathing suit time! Melissa got a new 2 piece :) It's from Gap Body. I'm in love with that store. They need to put one in closer than Orland though. I'm an idiot. They asked me if I wanted to open a Gap card that would also be good at Banana Republic and Old Navy. They failed to mention it was a credit card. Oh well. I'll be getting gap mail.
Oh well. I will go download more American Idol 4 songs now lol.
Melissa
Ok so yes it's spring. You girls know what that means. Oh yes, bathing suit time! Melissa got a new 2 piece :) It's from Gap Body. I'm in love with that store. They need to put one in closer than Orland though. I'm an idiot. They asked me if I wanted to open a Gap card that would also be good at Banana Republic and Old Navy. They failed to mention it was a credit card. Oh well. I'll be getting gap mail.
Oh well. I will go download more American Idol 4 songs now lol.
Melissa
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Hamburger or Steak?
It was 60s Idol last night. I just gotta say WOW about the set this year. It's over the top. Looks really good though. Also during one of the breaks I saw a commercial for Finding Neverland coming to DVD on March 22 so yay! Ok so quite a few Idols did songs that ppl have covered in past seasons, both successfully, and then not so. I was really pissed about most, but happy about some.
Jessica Sierra - Boring but ok singing
Anwar -Nice hair. Don't sing House is not a Home! What is wrong with you! There is nothing you can bring to that song, Tamayra blew it up and Ruben did good enough after that, THERE IS NO MORE ROOM FOR THIS SONG. BOO!
Mikalah - When I first saw the outfit and the "makeover" I was like, wow you look beau-- is that really your stupid pink bra? Grrr and the singing was bad. Someone already sang this better than you in season 2.
Constantine - YAY I'M FINALLY HAPPY! THAT'S MY BOY! BLUE SHIRT! YAY!
Lindsey - I smell Kim Caldwell. Kim C and Fantasia both did this song already, what' wrong with you?
Anthony - Ruben did this and failed, I think Justin Guarini did it and failed, someone in season 3 may have done it and failed. Congrats for doing an excellent job with a cursed song! I had always said the next time I heard that needed to be a girl cuz Anne Murray did it best. Good job though :)
Nadia - Girl you look beautiful! You sang perfect! Maybe it got a little morbid at the end but you did a damn good job overall!
Simon's comment: In a competition full of hamburgers, you are a steak.
I will never watch AI in the same way again...I keep picturing McDonalds cheeseburgers dancing and singing now :)
Bo - You rock dude, literally :) I don't really like that song but you made it good for me.
Is Bo married? I saw the ring on his finger but I'm not sure who's taken this season. I know Scott has a son, but nothing has been mentioned.
Vonzell - She looked beautiful! Sounded like the origional! Yay.
Scott - You can't come close to competing with George on that song, let alone that Ruben did it as well. Nice job creating your own ending though.
Carrie - At first the way you sang the pickup notes was annoying, but you got more into it halfway through the song. Not bad, wasn't liking the clothes though.
Nikko - Welcome back! Good song, looked nice.
WHO SHOULD GO HOME? Anyone who sang something that had previously been done.
Jessica Sierra - Boring but ok singing
Anwar -Nice hair. Don't sing House is not a Home! What is wrong with you! There is nothing you can bring to that song, Tamayra blew it up and Ruben did good enough after that, THERE IS NO MORE ROOM FOR THIS SONG. BOO!
Mikalah - When I first saw the outfit and the "makeover" I was like, wow you look beau-- is that really your stupid pink bra? Grrr and the singing was bad. Someone already sang this better than you in season 2.
Constantine - YAY I'M FINALLY HAPPY! THAT'S MY BOY! BLUE SHIRT! YAY!
Lindsey - I smell Kim Caldwell. Kim C and Fantasia both did this song already, what' wrong with you?
Anthony - Ruben did this and failed, I think Justin Guarini did it and failed, someone in season 3 may have done it and failed. Congrats for doing an excellent job with a cursed song! I had always said the next time I heard that needed to be a girl cuz Anne Murray did it best. Good job though :)
Nadia - Girl you look beautiful! You sang perfect! Maybe it got a little morbid at the end but you did a damn good job overall!
Simon's comment: In a competition full of hamburgers, you are a steak.
I will never watch AI in the same way again...I keep picturing McDonalds cheeseburgers dancing and singing now :)
Bo - You rock dude, literally :) I don't really like that song but you made it good for me.
Is Bo married? I saw the ring on his finger but I'm not sure who's taken this season. I know Scott has a son, but nothing has been mentioned.
Vonzell - She looked beautiful! Sounded like the origional! Yay.
Scott - You can't come close to competing with George on that song, let alone that Ruben did it as well. Nice job creating your own ending though.
Carrie - At first the way you sang the pickup notes was annoying, but you got more into it halfway through the song. Not bad, wasn't liking the clothes though.
Nikko - Welcome back! Good song, looked nice.
WHO SHOULD GO HOME? Anyone who sang something that had previously been done.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
oy
so much to write and catch up on, and i'm too lazy to do it. last night i had an insane dream. some evil person had acces to space, and he was pissed cuz he wanted a certain kind of rock, so he started destroying everything and he was blowing up planets, and some giraffe got in the way so it got thrown into africa and became Giraffrica :)
this past weekend dan met katie and megan. i think he didnt' want to go but he was too good of a guy to say anything about it. unfortunately he didn't let his xbox buddies know about it and they kept calling him wanting to play a game and he took some of the calls while we were at the movie theater after dinner! next time, that phone better be off or his friends better know he's made other plans. if it's too much to ask then maybe it wasn't meant to be between us. there i've said it. i know it's shitty to do here, but grrrr
idol tonight. even though i'm really not sure how i feel about mikalah i want her to do something up tempo again tonight. young hearts keeps gonig through my mind.
wednesday...wow, that's tomorrow, good thing i showered and shaved, im going to chicago with katie. we are going to the field musuem. we get in free thanks to jewel :)
melissa
this past weekend dan met katie and megan. i think he didnt' want to go but he was too good of a guy to say anything about it. unfortunately he didn't let his xbox buddies know about it and they kept calling him wanting to play a game and he took some of the calls while we were at the movie theater after dinner! next time, that phone better be off or his friends better know he's made other plans. if it's too much to ask then maybe it wasn't meant to be between us. there i've said it. i know it's shitty to do here, but grrrr
idol tonight. even though i'm really not sure how i feel about mikalah i want her to do something up tempo again tonight. young hearts keeps gonig through my mind.
wednesday...wow, that's tomorrow, good thing i showered and shaved, im going to chicago with katie. we are going to the field musuem. we get in free thanks to jewel :)
melissa
Thursday, March 10, 2005
spring break spring break spring break spring break
yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayaya :)
Yeah so it's spring break. Idol picked it's 12 and Amanda Avila is not on the roster :( Booo! They don't need Mario Vazquez and Mikalah Gorbachov or whatever the hell her name is. Ok must complain later.
*sings* Shoe love, is true love....
So mom did something really interesting the other day. We went to the store and she got 3 bottles of vodka instead of two. Now today we went back and she bought more, not sure if it was 1 or 2 but I'm not happy. I'm also not very happy with Miss Katie and all her spending money that I don't have and forcing me to watch Tim Burton movies that I want to fucking part of, but whatever. Maybe I'll just sleep all spring break. Tell everyone to go to hell. :) Well Dan didn't do anything wrong, but Im sure I'll manage to blow up at him over something that isn't a big deal, seems as though I'm doing it to everyone else.
Grrr for now.
Melissa
| You Are Very Dishonest |
You're reliably dishonest, and it's not a big deal to you It's all about what you want - screw everyone else You'll protect yourself at all costs No wonder no one truly trusts you! |
Yeah so it's spring break. Idol picked it's 12 and Amanda Avila is not on the roster :( Booo! They don't need Mario Vazquez and Mikalah Gorbachov or whatever the hell her name is. Ok must complain later.
*sings* Shoe love, is true love....
So mom did something really interesting the other day. We went to the store and she got 3 bottles of vodka instead of two. Now today we went back and she bought more, not sure if it was 1 or 2 but I'm not happy. I'm also not very happy with Miss Katie and all her spending money that I don't have and forcing me to watch Tim Burton movies that I want to fucking part of, but whatever. Maybe I'll just sleep all spring break. Tell everyone to go to hell. :) Well Dan didn't do anything wrong, but Im sure I'll manage to blow up at him over something that isn't a big deal, seems as though I'm doing it to everyone else.
Grrr for now.
Melissa
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Last 3 days of Idol nutzness
Gosh there is too much purple on this site. Must destroy! This is the last week of 3 days of Idol. Thank God! Last night the dudes sang. Let's talk about it. I voted for Scott. I liked how he sang Sugarpie even though the whole universe had previously done it. Usually I get upset if someone does a clay song, but he changed it so yay! I wasn't happy with Bo's choice of I'll Be at first, but he did it well, straight forward. I voted for him. Anthony Federov doing Marc Anthony didn't make me happy, cuz I'm used to , and prefer, hearing marc do his own music :) I voted regardless for Anthony.
I did not vote, however, for Nikko doing Georgia. ICK! He needed to keep it in the low range. As usual, I did not vote for Travis either. I think he picked a horrible song. The older Idol watchers and the younger Idol watchers probably sat there going, what the hell is he saying? He performed it well, but I don't want him on top 12. Now Amazingly I did indeed vote for Mario! I said I refused to, but I was very impressed with the jumps he made so yay. Still not as good as Ruben. Ruben made me want to sing la la la la la la la to everything.
Now I love my Constantine, but he's very disappointing. I'm not happy. He doesn't really sing that well, I don't know if he ever did. I would also like to see if he could loose that beginning of a double chin. He dressed really nice, but he blobbed through the words as if he was singing underwater. I read that a good song recommendation for him would be Living on a Prayer but he's gonna need more vocal training. Still voted for him in hopes he'll pick up a notch. Anwar just rocks. I voted!
Yah, so Travis and Nikko are my bottom 2 this week. I must see Travis go, and I'd rather see Mario go, but he won't. So based on last night bye bye Nikko. Oh and BTW
I GOT A B ON MY PHILOSOPHY TEST!!!!!
I did not vote, however, for Nikko doing Georgia. ICK! He needed to keep it in the low range. As usual, I did not vote for Travis either. I think he picked a horrible song. The older Idol watchers and the younger Idol watchers probably sat there going, what the hell is he saying? He performed it well, but I don't want him on top 12. Now Amazingly I did indeed vote for Mario! I said I refused to, but I was very impressed with the jumps he made so yay. Still not as good as Ruben. Ruben made me want to sing la la la la la la la to everything.
Now I love my Constantine, but he's very disappointing. I'm not happy. He doesn't really sing that well, I don't know if he ever did. I would also like to see if he could loose that beginning of a double chin. He dressed really nice, but he blobbed through the words as if he was singing underwater. I read that a good song recommendation for him would be Living on a Prayer but he's gonna need more vocal training. Still voted for him in hopes he'll pick up a notch. Anwar just rocks. I voted!
Yah, so Travis and Nikko are my bottom 2 this week. I must see Travis go, and I'd rather see Mario go, but he won't. So based on last night bye bye Nikko. Oh and BTW
I GOT A B ON MY PHILOSOPHY TEST!!!!!
Monday, March 07, 2005
part 2
Hi
Ok so after I went home from school I received a massive head injury. I"m half amazed i'm conscious lol. I was getting foof out of the fridge and was squatting down getting it out of the bottom part and the stupid doorbell rang. Did I say foof? I meant food :) Anyway, the doorbell wouldn't normally startle me except that nobody who enters our house uses it, they all just walk in lol so I heard the doorbell and prepared to back up and stand to go answer the door, but I didn't back up enough, and smashed my head into the top of the fridge. There's a lump on my head :(
Philosophy time!
Melissa
Ok so after I went home from school I received a massive head injury. I"m half amazed i'm conscious lol. I was getting foof out of the fridge and was squatting down getting it out of the bottom part and the stupid doorbell rang. Did I say foof? I meant food :) Anyway, the doorbell wouldn't normally startle me except that nobody who enters our house uses it, they all just walk in lol so I heard the doorbell and prepared to back up and stand to go answer the door, but I didn't back up enough, and smashed my head into the top of the fridge. There's a lump on my head :(
Philosophy time!
Melissa
Rhythm of Life
The printer has a nice beat going on. I have Paula Cole on the Brain. Gonna have to listen to that today. I'm almost afraid to leave school because I bet I won't get a parking spot later. I'll park in the building if I need to. Today we will be getting our tests back in Philosophy. This morning I woke up and felt like crap. I so totally didn't want to do my presentation in my business class. I had put it off so long, that I hardly found any info and really needed books but it was Sunday so no library. I had like a minute's worth of info and I just woke up and went to class feeling like a total failure. I should have thought about the fact that someone might not show up or something, but who does that on a group presentation? Apparently someone cuz our group was short handed. She had a huge chunk of our info as well. This made my 2 minutes worth of talking look even worse lol. Oh well. We have come to the conclusion she just didnt show up because she was here on Wed of last week and was very aware of the fact that presentations were going on and that we were going today. We took into consideration that there was a job fair today and the parking lot was insane, but I had no problem, just had to park on the other side cuz I was running behind. We never got a voicemail, email, nothing, so we figure she didn't bother which is sad. She better not show up for the rest of the semester. This actually won't be that hard. This class will be over at the end of this month cuz it only goes half a semester. I can't wait for spring break. I don't have any plans but I don't have class either :)
Melissa
Melissa
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Van Helsing
FIRST OFF, LET ME JUST SAY, HOORAY I'M ALONE IN MY HOUSE!!! MOM AND DUDE LEFT, NANA LEFT! I'm blasting loud music. I need to get dressed and do stuff, but why bother. Meg just told me to run around naked destroying my house :)
Saw Daniel again last night. We wanted to watch Van Helsing on DVD. I didn't want to make mom and dad deal with it or have to go upstairs so I was going to ask if we could go in the office to watch it on computer. Apparently mom was not happy with that idea and said hell no. I was absolutely in a rage over this. Almost cried from how mad I was. Daniel finally IMed me and said we could go play pool and watch VH later. I said ok cuz I was so on the verge of a breakdown and wanted out of house. He called on his way over, and the rage just instantly went away. It was if it never exsisted. Maybe I'm fallin in love? We watched VH downstairs and mom and dad went to bed. I made popcorn and gave Dan my lime coke, the only one i had left, that's real love right there, sharin' the coke. Wasn't that a commercial years ago? I felt so bad cuz I was all nutz as he was leaving and I got all itchy and crazy and I felt bad cuz god has blessed me with a split lip so there was no kiss. He asked and i had to politely decline. We did have a lovely lingering hug. :) I put my mickey pants on where he's floating on the clouds cuz that was how I felt and went off to bed :)
Melissa
Saw Daniel again last night. We wanted to watch Van Helsing on DVD. I didn't want to make mom and dad deal with it or have to go upstairs so I was going to ask if we could go in the office to watch it on computer. Apparently mom was not happy with that idea and said hell no. I was absolutely in a rage over this. Almost cried from how mad I was. Daniel finally IMed me and said we could go play pool and watch VH later. I said ok cuz I was so on the verge of a breakdown and wanted out of house. He called on his way over, and the rage just instantly went away. It was if it never exsisted. Maybe I'm fallin in love? We watched VH downstairs and mom and dad went to bed. I made popcorn and gave Dan my lime coke, the only one i had left, that's real love right there, sharin' the coke. Wasn't that a commercial years ago? I felt so bad cuz I was all nutz as he was leaving and I got all itchy and crazy and I felt bad cuz god has blessed me with a split lip so there was no kiss. He asked and i had to politely decline. We did have a lovely lingering hug. :) I put my mickey pants on where he's floating on the clouds cuz that was how I felt and went off to bed :)
Melissa
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Sad :(
Today is a sad, sad, day in the life of Melissa. Once again, one of my fave guys and fave girls was eliminated from AI last night. As a matter of fact my predictions weren't right at all. Oh whatever. Listen to this - mom asked to go to the store today, so I decided it was payday, we'd go to highland Jewel. I see this note on the door:
ATTENTION ALL JEWEL OSCO SHOPPERS, STARTING APRIL 3RD, OUR NEW STORE HOURS WILL BE 6:00AM TO 11:00PM. So we are no longer a 24 hour store starting next month. That's sad, but here's the kicker. I walk into the Jewel side doors, look to my left and see mom sitting in a chair. For a minute I didn't recognise the person next to her and thought she got suckered into filling out some sort of survey. Then I saw the grocery manager and he's like hey, she fell and landed on her knees. We're getting her some water. Then Veronica, store manager comes over with the water. Mom was embarassed and she kept acting like a fool. I don't normally like Veronica, but she was nice. The head grocery dude that I don't know really well was excellent. Great guy. I went over to the front desk to get my check and Shirley and Nancy were there and they were like "was that your mom?" I was like "yah, she's an idiot and fell over her own two feet." They were all giving me crap. 'be good to your mother, i don't have a mother and it will leave an empty void in your life.' I said "at least it will be quiet in the house" "well she's probably thinking the same about you" shirley said. I almost beat the shit out of her.
We made it through the store and home and now I'm late for school, I think I will grab some tropical skittles when I get there.
Melissa
ATTENTION ALL JEWEL OSCO SHOPPERS, STARTING APRIL 3RD, OUR NEW STORE HOURS WILL BE 6:00AM TO 11:00PM. So we are no longer a 24 hour store starting next month. That's sad, but here's the kicker. I walk into the Jewel side doors, look to my left and see mom sitting in a chair. For a minute I didn't recognise the person next to her and thought she got suckered into filling out some sort of survey. Then I saw the grocery manager and he's like hey, she fell and landed on her knees. We're getting her some water. Then Veronica, store manager comes over with the water. Mom was embarassed and she kept acting like a fool. I don't normally like Veronica, but she was nice. The head grocery dude that I don't know really well was excellent. Great guy. I went over to the front desk to get my check and Shirley and Nancy were there and they were like "was that your mom?" I was like "yah, she's an idiot and fell over her own two feet." They were all giving me crap. 'be good to your mother, i don't have a mother and it will leave an empty void in your life.' I said "at least it will be quiet in the house" "well she's probably thinking the same about you" shirley said. I almost beat the shit out of her.
We made it through the store and home and now I'm late for school, I think I will grab some tropical skittles when I get there.
Melissa
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Idols and Dreams
Grrr. Gonna have to make this a short entry. I had it all typed up earlier but blogger was down and I think it was schools internet connection. Whatever. The basic jist of the entry was that last night's AI4 kinda sucked. The girls all basically did country with a little of bad r&b thrown in. I guess when you sing a song with the world OOPS! in it, it's a bad idea to do that song, so sorry but she's got to go home, what's her name...I can't even remember. I knew it earlier dammit! Oh well. I want her to go home, it starts with a J. She did the Blu Cantrell song. They are also saying that the C girl will go home. What the hell is wrong with me...grrrr. JENAY!!!
I know the info for the dream I had last night. I went to Jennifer Lopez's house! I was close to her house and lost the phone number so I turned on my cellphone and got "Hello, this is the Jennifer Lopez network, please hold." As I approached the gate, it magically opened and I had to drive down this long road which was quite scenic. Finally I pulled up to this castle thing. IT WAS HUGE. I went inside and Jennifer hugged me. She was like "we saw you coming". It was interesting. Marc Anthony was there but he stuck his nose up at me lol. I still love him though lol.
I know the info for the dream I had last night. I went to Jennifer Lopez's house! I was close to her house and lost the phone number so I turned on my cellphone and got "Hello, this is the Jennifer Lopez network, please hold." As I approached the gate, it magically opened and I had to drive down this long road which was quite scenic. Finally I pulled up to this castle thing. IT WAS HUGE. I went inside and Jennifer hugged me. She was like "we saw you coming". It was interesting. Marc Anthony was there but he stuck his nose up at me lol. I still love him though lol.
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Idol 4 Semi finals Week 2 guys
Whew what a title! Ok so I rushed home to see Idol last night but missed Mario. I don't care, we already had Justin Guarini and I refuse to vote for him no matter how good or bad or well dressed or whatever he does. Last week I hated Anwar Robinson's performance but this week loved it. He can stay another week or so.
A lot of people want Joseph Murena to go home. I want him to stay. His voice is very unique to the now 4 seasons of Idol that have been brought to us. He sounds like BJ Thomas. I would love to hear him sing "This time the giirrrlll is gonna staaaaay for more than just a daaaay." :) David Brown can just go. I didn't care for him either week. Boring. Poor Constantine Maroulis. I loved him so much in the beginning, then he did Kiss from a Rose and I was disappointed. Now I just want him to die from screaming like that. Didn't even really care for the song. Scott Savol is really kewl. He's like the white Ruben. I think his voice is a bit smoother actually, but his gaining weight and doing that cover the fat face with a strange beard thing that Ruben had in the beginning. Now to Ruben's defence I hear he looks like he lost 100 lbs. I would like proof, I don't really care for the dude, GO CLAY AIKEN!!! GO CLAY GO CLAY!
Travis Tucker is absolutely gorgeous! He will never have my vote though cuz he doesn't sing well and I'm not just gonna vote for a pretty face, though I drool when I see him. Don't show your body off so much, I don't care if you can dance, this isn't Fame. They didn't bother renewing that show for a reason. Anybody remember who won? Didn't think so. ANYWAY Nikko Smith did a much better job this week. He did great with Part Time Lover last week showcasing his upper range, now we see he can control the lower as well. He can growl and not sound horse either. Very nice, interesting song choice, didn't know they would allow that.
I just talked about Clay Aiken, now it's Anthony Federov. I still prefer my Claybaby, but Anthony can really sing. He worried me in the beginning cuz he sounded weak, but he was just building us up :) He dresses well and looks good, I don't think he needs a makeover, but I can't tell. I always want to hold my throat when I see where they did his surgery. I hope Anthony stays. Bo didn't get my praise this week. Sorry, didn't like the song, didn't understand it, I'm not a rock person. I sound like Simon yikes!
I want David and Travis to go home. Also I don't like how this is shaping up for the boys. They seem to do a lot of R&B stuff, then rockers do their thing. It's not workin for me, but I love R&B so grrrr. Can't wait to hear the girls tonight.
Melissa
A lot of people want Joseph Murena to go home. I want him to stay. His voice is very unique to the now 4 seasons of Idol that have been brought to us. He sounds like BJ Thomas. I would love to hear him sing "This time the giirrrlll is gonna staaaaay for more than just a daaaay." :) David Brown can just go. I didn't care for him either week. Boring. Poor Constantine Maroulis. I loved him so much in the beginning, then he did Kiss from a Rose and I was disappointed. Now I just want him to die from screaming like that. Didn't even really care for the song. Scott Savol is really kewl. He's like the white Ruben. I think his voice is a bit smoother actually, but his gaining weight and doing that cover the fat face with a strange beard thing that Ruben had in the beginning. Now to Ruben's defence I hear he looks like he lost 100 lbs. I would like proof, I don't really care for the dude, GO CLAY AIKEN!!! GO CLAY GO CLAY!
Travis Tucker is absolutely gorgeous! He will never have my vote though cuz he doesn't sing well and I'm not just gonna vote for a pretty face, though I drool when I see him. Don't show your body off so much, I don't care if you can dance, this isn't Fame. They didn't bother renewing that show for a reason. Anybody remember who won? Didn't think so. ANYWAY Nikko Smith did a much better job this week. He did great with Part Time Lover last week showcasing his upper range, now we see he can control the lower as well. He can growl and not sound horse either. Very nice, interesting song choice, didn't know they would allow that.
I just talked about Clay Aiken, now it's Anthony Federov. I still prefer my Claybaby, but Anthony can really sing. He worried me in the beginning cuz he sounded weak, but he was just building us up :) He dresses well and looks good, I don't think he needs a makeover, but I can't tell. I always want to hold my throat when I see where they did his surgery. I hope Anthony stays. Bo didn't get my praise this week. Sorry, didn't like the song, didn't understand it, I'm not a rock person. I sound like Simon yikes!
I want David and Travis to go home. Also I don't like how this is shaping up for the boys. They seem to do a lot of R&B stuff, then rockers do their thing. It's not workin for me, but I love R&B so grrrr. Can't wait to hear the girls tonight.
Melissa