unraveling

damn, they haven't cancelled spanish class yet. she's probably here. we are so screwed, we are behind. there is supposed to be a quiz today but it got moved to thurs. i just found out there is a test on thurs in social problems.
today i found out that the only reason marijuana is technically illegal in the netherlands is that it is a public health risk. they view it the way we do smoking. wonder what would happen if they let you have marijuana, but called cigarettes illegal. could be interesting.
i'm unraveling. i need someone. how do i always manage to screw this up? yesterday i just really wanted someone to put their arms around me and hold me, so i went online and i was not spoken to. when other people did talk to me i was probably less than kind to them. major sigh. someone out there must love me.
let me know how you feel.
melissa