Thursday, June 22, 2006

"What is this feeling, so sudden and new, I felt the moment I laid eyes on you?"

Probably a good idea to write a post before hitting publish, huh? That's how pissed I am lol. Just seein red, pushing buttons and sending empty posts :)
They say the first step is admittance...here I go...I'm Melissa and I have a jealous side when people take my place. I was only gone a motherfucking week, what the hell! I went to class last night and I was introduced to two new people by Laura. She got them to join her team so they are kinda my teammates but not "mine" ya know? They are both young good looking guys. I think I snubbed them, but grrr. I'm so mad. Especially when it was thrown in my face that one of them signed up and went to the convention with them and that 'this is melissa, she went out of town'. Son of a Stitch! Now I need to take this and build on it and go out and get people and get appointments.
"Loathing! Unadulterated loathing for your face, your voice, your clothing. Let's just say I loathe it all. Every little trait, however small, makes my very flesh begin to crawl with simple udder loathing!"
Melissa

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