i'm so freakin tired. i think in the past week i have had about 21 hours of sleep. i'm just not sleeping. i can't fall asleep till 3 and then i sleep for a little while and have to get up. sucks. today was insane and i don't remember that past few days. last night i fell asleep around 3 again and had to be up by 6 to be at gail's house in hobart, indiana, by 7 and then we drove to laporte, indiana, to see an herbalist. his name is clyde organ and he's kewl. he said i was pretty healthy but should wear my watch on my right hand instead of my left. something about energy in the receiving hand being the right hand. also he said i should try a women's supplement. fine.
other than that just been working and family has been going bananas. speaking of which, i bet my farm is ready. see ya!
me
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Hectic pondering
hey
the past few days have been busy. i don't remember the last time i blogged. it was saturday night/sunday morning. well sunday i spent with my kinda boyfriend, benjamin ketelaar, who, in thye future, may be known as benjamin crazyfox. we saw a movie at keresotes. after 6 months this is the first going out to see a movie. kinda nice. monday tuesday stuff happened don't remember, did a little working at the j.o.b. it was ok.
today is now thursday but i'm writing as wed cuz i haven't been to bed yet. i'm sitting here crying cuz bff told me her dog jack is dying of cancer...rather, living with cancer. i'm making decisions about my future. i'm very pissed at the moment because purdue calumet here in hammond has a radio degree. i'm considering doing something in communications/broadcasting/public relations. just something i always have kicked around since i like being the one to do the closing announcements at jewel. always been told i should be on the radio.
I don't know, I'm just up and upset and pondering and thinking that in 4 years my life could be so different but at the same time it could be the same. what am i talking about? i don't know. what if in 4 years mom , dad, nana, uncle bob, and everyone would would be there are gone? i'll finally have made a decision to do something, complete it and nobody will be there to witness history. does that mean that any of it matters? hell i have wasted a lot of opportunities and i'm so upset with myself right now. does that mean i'm going to change.... i would say the forecast is partly sunny with a breeze of change coming...
the past few days have been busy. i don't remember the last time i blogged. it was saturday night/sunday morning. well sunday i spent with my kinda boyfriend, benjamin ketelaar, who, in thye future, may be known as benjamin crazyfox. we saw a movie at keresotes. after 6 months this is the first going out to see a movie. kinda nice. monday tuesday stuff happened don't remember, did a little working at the j.o.b. it was ok.
today is now thursday but i'm writing as wed cuz i haven't been to bed yet. i'm sitting here crying cuz bff told me her dog jack is dying of cancer...rather, living with cancer. i'm making decisions about my future. i'm very pissed at the moment because purdue calumet here in hammond has a radio degree. i'm considering doing something in communications/broadcasting/public relations. just something i always have kicked around since i like being the one to do the closing announcements at jewel. always been told i should be on the radio.
I don't know, I'm just up and upset and pondering and thinking that in 4 years my life could be so different but at the same time it could be the same. what am i talking about? i don't know. what if in 4 years mom , dad, nana, uncle bob, and everyone would would be there are gone? i'll finally have made a decision to do something, complete it and nobody will be there to witness history. does that mean that any of it matters? hell i have wasted a lot of opportunities and i'm so upset with myself right now. does that mean i'm going to change.... i would say the forecast is partly sunny with a breeze of change coming...
Sunday, January 10, 2010
harder
after 2 weeks it's becoming harder to do my wii fit plus. there isn't a good time to take over the tv. oliver likes to lay on the balance board. that doesn't help. plus my neck and arm are horrible, and i think i injured my foot playing the penguin game lol. i'm a mess. right now my arm is cramping up and tingling and going numb. wtf is that???? utter lunacy i say!
today we had a business training school except i don't think we call it that anymore, i don't remember. there have been so many damn name changes. all i know is that due to my incredible lazyness, i had to drive myself to prairie state college. it wasn't bad. i zoomed right past joe and valerie on the expressway, bwahahahahahahaha.
i'm bored. i really don't wanna type. i wanna sleep but i wanna jam but i wanna do nails but i need sleep and tomorrow/today is going to be disaster becauz i can't spell and i triple booked myself to do everything with everyone lol.
me
today we had a business training school except i don't think we call it that anymore, i don't remember. there have been so many damn name changes. all i know is that due to my incredible lazyness, i had to drive myself to prairie state college. it wasn't bad. i zoomed right past joe and valerie on the expressway, bwahahahahahahaha.
i'm bored. i really don't wanna type. i wanna sleep but i wanna jam but i wanna do nails but i need sleep and tomorrow/today is going to be disaster becauz i can't spell and i triple booked myself to do everything with everyone lol.
me
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Interesting conversations
tonight at jewel i had some interesting conversations with different customers:
"how's was your day today?"
"my fiancee just got shot"
"oh, sorry"
"yeah he's dead"
"..."
I gave her the milk and hugged her.
On a lighter note
"no you cannot by the handcuffs!"
"why, mom"
"they are a waste of money and i know exactly what you are going to do with them"
"what she going to do," i stupidly ask
"she's going to tie up her boyfriend...do you do that? do you tie up your boyfriend?"
"right now if i tied him up i'd probably just leave him somehwere," i replied smugly.
so i guess the moral of the story is everyone let your fiancee know you love them before they go to the mall and get shot over their pricey new car, don't put your boyfriends in handcuffs, and people are really wierd.
"how's was your day today?"
"my fiancee just got shot"
"oh, sorry"
"yeah he's dead"
"..."
I gave her the milk and hugged her.
On a lighter note
"no you cannot by the handcuffs!"
"why, mom"
"they are a waste of money and i know exactly what you are going to do with them"
"what she going to do," i stupidly ask
"she's going to tie up her boyfriend...do you do that? do you tie up your boyfriend?"
"right now if i tied him up i'd probably just leave him somehwere," i replied smugly.
so i guess the moral of the story is everyone let your fiancee know you love them before they go to the mall and get shot over their pricey new car, don't put your boyfriends in handcuffs, and people are really wierd.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Trying to make a difference is hard
Aloha
Yesterday I was interviewing a woman for my business. She seems interested, she's just perfect for it, but she just doesn't seem to want to commit. It's difficult to make people see that helping people is what we do not selling things. Very annoying. I'm excited because we are doing her plan today. Maybe she'll see it. Trying to make a difference in someone's life is hard.
Yesterday I was interviewing a woman for my business. She seems interested, she's just perfect for it, but she just doesn't seem to want to commit. It's difficult to make people see that helping people is what we do not selling things. Very annoying. I'm excited because we are doing her plan today. Maybe she'll see it. Trying to make a difference in someone's life is hard.
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Whew!
Yesterday I did a lot, I mean a lot, of Nintendo Wii Fit Plus!!! I have a calorie goal set for sticky rice, so I did most of that goal, I say I got about 200 calories burned, then ran to the mall for some info from cellphone carriers, then went to set up Megan's Wii Fit Plus, and burned the other 70 calories I needed there. I fell asleep on Megan's couch for a little bit too lol. That's what u get when you combine ibuprofen with muscle relaxers ;) I drooled all over her fuzzy pillow, sorry Megan. When I drove home, there was a snownami going on in Porter County so that was just marvelous fun. When I reached home it was just past 11p so I decided to finish my last 60 calories on my wii fit plus, even though I already did them on Megan's lol. I think I burned for that day more than I actually ate.
Today is a lazy day. I haven't been working all weekend. I don't work again till Tuesday night. A little bit of good news, I am interviewing a nice lady tomorrow morning for my business, I'm very excited for her.
Today is a lazy day. I haven't been working all weekend. I don't work again till Tuesday night. A little bit of good news, I am interviewing a nice lady tomorrow morning for my business, I'm very excited for her.
Friday, January 01, 2010
Welcome 2010!!!
Aloha
Welcome to 2010. So far it's been painful. Can't sleep. Can't see. Can't move arms or neck. Dying.......
Megan came over today. We played with my new Wii Fit Plus and then went to Target and went to buy her one. She's very excited. Bff is in KY which is very mean cuz this whole weekend, including Sunday, I am off from Jewel. Quite a scary feeling. Ok my eyes are killing me, gotta go.
Melissa
Welcome to 2010. So far it's been painful. Can't sleep. Can't see. Can't move arms or neck. Dying.......
Megan came over today. We played with my new Wii Fit Plus and then went to Target and went to buy her one. She's very excited. Bff is in KY which is very mean cuz this whole weekend, including Sunday, I am off from Jewel. Quite a scary feeling. Ok my eyes are killing me, gotta go.
Melissa