End of the 2012 World

Well Aloha!
The year is wrapping up and the world didn't end.  Take that, Mayans!  Once again, blogger seems to have a new formatting.  Oh well.  This I can handle.  Want to know what I'm discovering?  I am a bad person.   I really need to do something to get this under control.  I need more compassion.  I don't want it, but I need it lol. 
It was a small Christmas this year.  Mom has been in the hospital and hasn't gotten out much which is fine. I don't want really anything in particular.  I've gone into that phase now that I'm 30 where collecting a bunch of stuff doesn't matter as much to me.  Very very strange.  I have come to the realization that it's better to really think about someone and give a meaningful gift than just to give anything.  Maybe it's better in some situations to give no gift at all.  You know what I mean?  Like that saying if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all.  Maybe for the case of gift giving it should be, if you can't give from the heart, don't give.  It's better to be thoughtful or to receive a gift from someone who took some time to think about things. 
I have so much more to say but I'm not really able to get it out right now.  I just want to finish by saying I'm working on it.  I'm not perfect but soon I will be better.  Thanks to everyone who helped me realize it.  Thanks to everyone else who has been an angel in my life when I haven't noticed it.  I'm sorry to the people I've hurt and lost contact with over the years.  I'm sure there is more than one person.  I may post again before the year is up about all the rest of this stuff. 
Finally, props to the Pope for his Christmas sermon this year.  I thought it was genius. 
Melissa

OMG I've never been so stupid and humiliated in my life. School started Monday. Who knew? Not me! I just pissed of 2 PROFESSORS at Purdue cal :( One almost told me off in front of the whole class since I actually made it today, the other looked at me asking himself if I was for real. *sigh* and I was so excited about this semester :*(

Happy 2012!

Happy 2012!  I am not used to the way blogger has me doing this.  Anyway, this year has started well although Uncle Bob is still in the hospital.  Dude and mom and I all had the previously mentioned sickness and got over it a few days later. 

Today was a romantic day.  I have no clue why, but I woke up singing all sorts of songs about love lol.  I was all romantic and I even wore sweet pea body lotion. 

My laptop only needs a new fan, I don't need to replace it apparently.  Boo!  I was looking at a kewl samsung i5 for $500!  Oh well.  I guess mine is good. 

That's all I have for today, kids!  Have a good one!
Melissa