I'M SO MAD AT MY MOTHER!!! I'm 22 almost and she's 60. My grandmother is 80. Well my grandmother is old and annoying and can't take care of herself so my mom gets overwhelmed with the universe and has a huge drinking problem due to that. My mother has also got quite a few health problems of her own and I'm convinced she's got a brain tumor because she is always closing one eye to see and complaining that it hurts. The eye doctor said she has fine vision and nothing is wrong with either of her eyes except for her vision. Well mom is slowly but surely giving up on life and she's not useless at all! I'm so pissed because I am young and REFUSE to deal with this just the way she refuses to help her mother. The difference is that her mother hardly raised her and never wanted her really in the first place, but that's a long story. Needless to say mom resents nana, but my mother raised me so why am I resentful? Because I don't want to deal with nana either! Mom is killing herself and she's gonna leave me to deal with her problems! No fucking way! I can hardly put my anger into words! No, I don't want to drive you to the store, you're fine! No, I'm not checking your email, you know perfectly well how to get on the Internet and do this! GRRRRR!!!!! Help me ppl!
Melissa
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