Work today :(

WORK TODAY SUCKED!!!
I am such a big fucking idiot!!! I should start by saying that I like this dude that I work with who has just been promoted from cashier to service desk. Well last Wed., when I randomly had the balls to do it, I asked him if he "wanted to do something sometime". Weak, I know. Well he replied with "I'm kinda seein' someone." Kinda? Whatever. So after I did that and got the following week's schedule, I discovered that we worked the same shift today. CURSES!!!
The past few days have been spent fretting over what would happen today. My ultimate goal I decided would be to fly under the radar and stay out of his way. I knew he would be there along with this other woman who I can't stand. As I arrived to work at 1:30, the morning had already been cruel to me, so I was hoping to be put on a far register where I didn't have everyone in my business, and where I woudn't have to be by the desk. Well I got put kinda farther away from the main action of the store, and I was grateful and a happy little person. I got through a few orders and suddenly I was weighing bananas and my scale went out so I re-adjusted it. After that, everything should have been fine, but no! Oh hell no. Whole damn scale died! I had a long line and people with big orders and I had to hand type every digit on the bar code of every individual item. One person had 32 cans of cat food plus her other crap! Fucking hell!
I flag down someone from the service desk and of course, he comes over and I"m just sweating and nervous that he is gonna hate me more now for asking him out and looking incompetent. Then another manger comes over and I get moved out of my happy little far off register to the main action of the floor where everything is crazy. I nearly cried as more mangers came and looked at the register and seemed to look at me and back at the scale. I'm paranoid enough, stop looking at me and fix your damn machine! You could at least ask me what I did rather than just look at me >:( Grrr. I was so damn bummed that when my favorite bagger came in I was even mean to him and he's not feeling good. Sorry Ken.
As far as posative things at work go, I got my break on time and I read a good joke which I will post seperately :)
Melissa