Daniel, I'm so sorry I upset you. I think you are a fantastic person. Lately all I have been saying is 'you're wrong, don't do that, that's not right, you can't do that' and I haven't been very positive. I'm sorry. This is the little corner of cyber space I own where I can complain about the universe, and I'm not gonna sugar coat things here. You make me very happy, you are roughly the only thing that makes me happy. Life sucks, home sucks, work sucks, but then I talk to you and it's like the rest of the world doesn't exist. Don't worry about your cell phone or what I said. That was almost 2 weeks ago, I'm over it. I spent last night crying rather than sleeping cuz I made you mad. I can only imagine what you were doing. I didn't mean to upset you, I don't mean to do that. I keep talking about respect and then I go and act disrespectful. Sorry, that's childish of me. I'm truly fortunate to know you and have you be such a great guy. Sometimes I've just been feeling like I'm taking 2nd place to your xbox while I have been telling my friends no when they ask to do something so that I can see you. I will do my best to act more maturely. I know you are fantastic and I don't want those beautiful eyes to be crying over me. I know I have a lot of good qualities in me as well. I'm a very nurturing person, I don't like to hurt ppl to their face. In the future, if there still is one, I will learn to communicate more effectively. It is difficult to do that if I feel you aren't telling me things. You don't need to keep things from me, just say that the cellphone stays on for x reason. That is no big deal then. Just be honest, and I will be also. I see a real future for us if we can just be real with each other, which is the lesson I learned here. Hope to talk to you soon.
Love, Melissa
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